Soup von fuckitall

“ I don't know what to do about this. I just want to quit. I hate how you expect me to be the one fixing things so often, then if I don't do it the way you want at that time, things are still bad. I thought things were going well, and I feel like every time we drink there's bullshit, then you wonder why I don't want to drink anymore. We are very good when things are going well, and I understand that apologizing whether from your end or mine, after a problem doesn't always fix things right away. I just don't know what to do. I try to establish contact, I know I don't do it very well, but I have tried. I feel like everything should be okay. I don't know what to do, and my head keeps saying to quit. I don't want that though. I think it would be easier, but I don't want that. I just can't live with constant problems, and I worry that's how we'll end up. We need a way to fix this. ”

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